Swift As The Coursing River ॐ: Archive

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maneater-vegetarian: Don’t know why I even bother to try and get close to people. It’s so fucking stupid.

Feb 1st

I don’t know how the fuck I’m going to wake up in the morning.

Feb 1st

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Man.

mendihotza: Tomorrow’s school. I don’t think I’m emotionally ready to attend. I get a new schedule tomorrow, and dammit I really want to do so much better. I have so many things to do this year. I just really want to be amazing and succeed. Success is something hard to obtain though. I need to really take things slow. Slowly work my way up to where I want to be. I need motivation, more...

Feb 1st

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Feb 1st

I need a job.

Jan 31st

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Jan 31st

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:’3 I’m gonna buy a pipe in a couple of weeks.

Jan 31st

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“We have it in our power to begin the world all over again.”

– Thomas Paine (via 18thcentury)

Jan 31st

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I should have made plans for today.

Jan 31st

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I really hate it when guys I don’t know call me nicknames such as: babe, baby, hun, ma. Just don’t.

Jan 31st

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When Hannah was little and my sister came from work to pick her up (I babysit) Hannah would say “hewp! hewp!!” and run away.

Jan 31st

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I really did sound like a creep.

Jan 31st

Fuck, I want pizza.

Jan 31st

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I wanna buy green lights for my room. Like light bulbs.

Jan 31st

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I cut my bangs really, really short. I can actually see when I have them out. They’re up to my eyebrows. My mom hasn’t seen them yet and I know she’s going to bitch at me for cutting my hair on my own. Ugh. I really shouldn’t have. I look weird. I guess it doesn’t look so bad. I usually put them back anyway. But fuck. I always cut my bangs when they get too long and I...

Jan 31st

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I have that “first day of school” feeling. I’m jittery and jumpy. I really just want to have chill teachers. I also get my report card that same day. Fuck life. I know I didn’t do so great, though so whatever. I think I failed Spanish cause I didn’t go a lot. I mean, it’s first period and it’s Spanish. I took the regents for that already, fuck I need...

Jan 31st

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grapevinee: I have this terrible fear of writing as anonymous in someone’s ask box. Even if I do click “ask as anonymous” I think some how by forces unbeknown to me will change it and expose me. Thus, I refrain from ask box’s and mind my own damn business.

Jan 31st

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I fucking despise when I’m about to straighten/blow dry my hair and it looks really nice at that moment, with little perfect curls and such; then on another day when I want to leave my hair curly, it looks like shit.

Jan 31st

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Jan 31st

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I’m trying to let my nails grow a little. It’s so fucking hard because I bite my nails a lot. It’s been about four days or so since I last bit my nails, though. This is progress. I guess. Ugh.

Jan 31st

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I’m that person everyone goes to when they’ve got nobody else to turn to. I’m the back-up.

Jan 31st

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@Christian: No. I want to kill myself.

Jan 30th

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Mac & cheese with orange juice.

Jan 30th

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I’m watching Skins at the moment. After this, I’m going to take a shower and do my hair. Then I’ll get all dressed up and put on loads of make-up and probably watch some movies. Sounds like a good night. Just me and Netflix. Yep.

Jan 30th

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I wish I could wake up.

Everything’s the same everyday. It’s like a bad dream. I feel like I’m being pulled down with every step that I take. The weights just get heavier and heavier.

Jan 30th

Fuck life.

Jan 30th

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Jan 30th

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Jan 30th

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Jan 30th

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I miss my sweep.

Jan 30th

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Not doing anything at all today.

Jan 30th

Hopefully everyone is asleep so I can find something to watch on tv and make some ramen.

Jan 30th

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Sometimes I hate being the youngest. I get hand-me-downs/left overs and shit. I don’t really complain though, I try to appreciate it.But it does get annoying after a while.

Jan 30th

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No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue.

Jan 30th

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Something I really miss about the 90s is trick-or-treating in buildings. They had the best candy.

Jan 30th

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grapevinee: My eyes get heavy when I think of you.

Jan 30th

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I hate binders. My papers always break, and I refuse to buy that paper that has the shiny thingy on the side so it doesn’t tear. Too expensive. I’d rather use a notebook for each class, but that kind of makes my bag weigh more. I think I’ll buy a couple of two-subject notebooks and use a binder for one class. Maybe. I like to be organized. I like buying folders, too. But they...

Jan 30th

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George Harrison / Got My Mind Set On You